I was hospitalized with an SpO2 of 76, I was completely out of my mind. The first 48hrs were a complete blur, but I had one moment were I had complete clarity during that time and that’s when the first MD came into tell me what he thought about my condition. I really wasn’t able to follow what he was saying, but when he asked if I had any questions EVERYTHING got REAL CLEAR. It was like I had been completely hammered and all of a sudden I was bitch slapped with sobriety. I think I startled the hell out of him bc when I raised my head and stared him in the eyes, then clearly said “do not vent me and do not give me any meds without clearing it with my with first”, she knows what’s up, his eyes got huge! I would have said no Remdisivir, but that word wasn’t available to my broken ass brain at the moment. After I said that he just stared at me for what seemed like an eternity till he finally smiled, said ok, then turned and walked out.

Unfortunately, those assholes gave me Remdisivir anyways. A different doctor came into my room on the 2nd day and told they were going to give it to me, I remember this, but I just couldn’t get it together enough to process what they were saying. My wife later told me she was clear with them about not giving me Remdisivir, but I guess they didn’t give a damn..

I was hospitalized with an SpO2 of 76, I was completely out of my mind. The first 48hrs were a complete blur, but I had one moment were I had complete clarity during that time and that’s when the first MD came into tell me what he thought about my condition. I really wasn’t able to follow what he was saying, but when he asked if I had any questions EVERYTHING got REAL CLEAR. It was like I had been completely hammered and all of a sudden I was bitch slapped with sobriety. I think I startled the hell out of him bc when I raised my head and stared him in the eyes, then clearly said “do not vent me and do not give me any meds without clearing it with my with first”, she knows what’s up, his eyes got huge! I would have said no Remdisivir, but that word wasn’t available to my broken ass brain at the moment. After I said that he just stared at me for what seemed like an eternity till he finally smiled, said ok, then turned and walked out.

Unfortunately, those assholes gave me Remdisivir anyways. A different doctor came into my room on the 2nd day and told they were going to give it to me, I remember this, but I just couldn’t get it together enough to process what they were saying. My wife later told me she clear with about not to giving me Remdisivir, but I guess they didn’t give a damn..