Wow. Thank you for sharing this. I think many will relate to your struggle.

I am zealous about the Word because as I've processed all the insanity going on in the world, what never fails to make sense of it all is what was written thousands of years ago. That fascinates me.

For example I came across Isaiah 2:6..., and got goose bumps. Then Daniel 11:32. Whoa. And I fell in love with prophecies. And God made me a pattern noticer. So I start reading Hosea and realize (what's this about corn, wine and oil that keeps showing up?), we can know what's ahead because He gave us his Word. The wilderness is ahead. We're in (spiritual) Egypt and Sodom.

Then I would share exciting things with other Christians. And discovered that the Body is in a coma, just like we're admonished not to be in Theolonians 5. Even my church doesn't pay much attention to prophecy.

Joel 2 is awesome. And there's this theme throughout the scripture about knowing Him. And there is just no substitute for reading His Word.

And I discovered a big reason the churches are sleeping or headed away from the kingdom is... No surprise, Satan's war on information plus bad shepherds. But this was also an awesome realization that there's so much more of Him to read. I dove into Enoch and Jubilees. And found great teachings on YouTube. I recommend "The God Culture" and "Parable of the Vineyard".

Neither seems to have every interpretation just right of course. We still must read and test. But so much more of the veil has been ripped away.

Then I discovered present day prophets. On Rumble "Elijah Streams".

I still love going to church of course, but my walk has become a daily adventure. I should also mention "the Bible project". Their short animated videos explaining every book of the Bible is a treasure.

I suggest you look for a Sabbath and biblical Feast observing congregation. Because there you'll find doctrine and gospel that is much less corrupted by Rome or Jewry. More aligned with what you read.

May God bless you and keep you. May his face shine upon you and give you peace.

Wow. Thank you for sharing this. I think many will relate to your struggle.

I am zealous about the Word because as I've processed all the insanity going on in the world, what never fails to make sense of it all is what was written thousands of years ago. That fascinates me.

For example I came across Isaiah 2:6..., and got goose bumps. Then Daniel 11:32. Whoa. And I fell in love with prophecies. And God made me a pattern noticer. So I start reading Hosea and realize (what's this about corn, wine and oil that keeps showing up?), we can know what's ahead because He gave us his Word. The wilderness is ahead. We're in (spiritual) Egypt and Sodom.

Then I would share exciting things with other Christians. And discovered that the Body is in a coma, just like we're admonished not to be in Theologians 5. Even my church doesn't pay much attention to prophecy.

Joel 2 is awesome. And there's this theme throughout the scripture about knowing Him. And there is just no substitute for reading His Word.

And I discovered a big reason the churches are sleeping or headed away from the kingdom is... No surprise, Satan's war on information plus bad shepherds. But this was also an awesome realization that there's so much more of Him to read. I dove into Enoch and Jubilees. And found great teachings on YouTube. I recommend "The God Culture" and "Parable of the Vineyard".

Neither seems to have every interpretation just right of course. We still must read and test. But so much more of the veil has been ripped away.

Then I discovered present day prophets. On Rumble "Elijah Streams".

I still love going to church of course, but my walk has become a daily adventure. I should also mention "the Bible project". Their short animated videos explaining every book of the Bible is a treasure.

I suggest you look for a Sabbath and biblical Feast observing congregation. Because there you'll find doctrine and gospel that is much less corrupted by Rome or Jewry. More aligned with what you read.

May God bless you and keep you. May his face shine upon you and give you peace.

Wow. Thank you for sharing this. I think many will relate to your struggle.

I am zealous about the Word because as I've processed all the insanity going on in the world, what never fails to make sense of it all is what was written thousands of years ago. That fascinates me.

For example I came across Isaiah 2:6..., and got goose bumps. Then Daniel 11:32. Whoa. And I feel in love with prophecies. And God made me a pattern noticer. So I start reading Hosea and realize (what's this about corn, wine and oil that keeps showing up?), we can know what's ahead because He gave us his Word. The wilderness is ahead.

Then I would share exciting things with other Christians. And discovered that the Body is in a coma, just like we're admonished not to be in Theologians 5. Even my church doesn't pay much attention to prophecy.

Joel 2 is awesome. And there's this theme throughout the scripture about knowing Him. And there is just no substitute for reading His Word.

And I discovered a big reason the churches are sleeping or headed away from the kingdom is... No surprise, Satan's war on information plus bad shepherds. But this was also an awesome realization that there's so much more of Him to read. I dove into Enoch and Jubilees. And found great teachings on YouTube. I recommend "The God Culture" and "Parable of the Vineyard".

Neither seems to have every interpretation just right of course. We still must read and test. But so much more of the veil has been ripped away.

Then I discovered present day prophets. On Rumble "Elijah Streams".

I still love going to church of course, but my walk has become a daily adventure. I should also mention "the Bible project". Their short animated videos explaining every book of the Bible is a treasure.

I suggest you look for a Sabbath and biblical Feast observing congregation. Because there you'll find doctrine and gospel that is much less corrupted by Rome or Jewry. More aligned with what you read.

May God bless you and keep you. May his face shine upon you and give you peace.

Wow. Thank you for sharing this. I think many will relate to your struggle.

I am zealous about the Word because as I've processed all the insanity going on in the world, what never fails to make sense of it all is what was written thousands of years ago. That fascinates me.

For example I came across Isaiah 2:6..., and got goose bumps. Then Daniel 11:32. Whoa. And I feel in love with prophecies. And God made me a pattern noticer. So I start reading Hosea and realize, we can know what's ahead because He have us his Word.

Then I would share exciting things with other Christians. And discovered that the Body is in a coma, just like we're admonished not to be in Theologians 5.

Joel 2 is awesome. And there's this theme throughout the scripture about knowing Him. And there is just no substitute for reading His Word.

And I discovered a big reason the churches are sleeping or headed away from the kingdom is... No surprise, Satan's war on information plus bad shepherds. But this was also an awesome realization that there's so much more of Him to read. I don't into Enoch and Jubilees. And found great teachings on YouTube. I recommend "The God Culture" and "Parable of the Vineyard".

Neither seems to have every interpretation just right of course. We still must read and test. But so much more of the veil has been ripped away.

Then I discovered present day prophets. On Rumble "Elijah Streams".

I still love going to church of course, but my walk has become a daily adventure.

I suggest you look for a Sabbath and biblical Feast observing congregation. Because there you'll find doctrine and gospel that is much less corrupted by Rome or Jewry.

May God bless you and keep you. May his face shine upon you and give you peace.