First of all take a deep breath...either you trust that God has this or you don't...faith is believing what you don't see...

Next ....great news about her cancer counts. She really sounds like she is doing well with renewed strength and energy. She doesn't have to fully believe to make all the alternative protocol work. I think you want to lose this battle if you can win the war. Someone posted (perhaps here) that they did chemo and the alternative treatment and the mom became cancer free...and they knew it was the alternative treatment. Look at it this way...she has 20% more to work with than she did before. I think your emotions are running high because you care and you have invested yourself into wanting her to be okay. It does not benefit her or you if there are negative feelings...

We understand about the system...we know how dangerous it is to people...but you can't make someone believe that. At some point she may realize that she feels worse from a treatment...not better. Just keep doing what you are doing. I don't think it is as bad as you imagine to do both simultaneously...even though we know it is not ideal...so be humble, be positive and believe...the healing is taking place and that is what you want.

Let's let God change her heart and keep her strong enough to make it through this. It is early and I think it is wonderful that you can quantify the effectiveness of everything that you have been doing.

Just like your mom had to let go and let you make your own mistakes...you have to allow her the same privilege...that's where prayer comes in...God sometimes is the only one that changes hearts.

So don't be discouraged...you are doing everything right...just be there to encourage her to continue with the alternative protocol...that really is what you want so don't get bogged down with the stuff you can't control.

God bless all your family...this is highly emotional for everyone...I will pray for you to be positive and accepting of what you can't control. I hope you are soon back where you need to be...you surely don't want to distance yourself from your family at this time. God bless you especially to be able to do what it is you need to do...

As for us...my husband is taking the stuff... he goes tomorrow for a scan to see if it has metastasized...we'll see what happens then...I actually am having him do 4-5 days on at the beginning to see better results.

Stay in touch...

First of all take a deep breath...either you trust that God has this or you don't...faith is what you don't see...

Next ....great news about her cancer counts. She really sounds like she is doing well with renewed strength and energy. She doesn't have to fully believe to make all the alternative protocol work. I think you want to lose this battle if you can win the war. Someone posted (perhaps here) that they did chemo and the alternative treatment and the mom became cancer free...and they knew it was the alternative treatment. Look at it this way...she has 20% more to work with than she did before. I think your emotions are running high because you care and you have invested yourself into wanting her to be okay. It does not benefit her or you if there are negative feelings...

We understand about the system...we know how dangerous it is to people...but you can't make someone believe that. At some point she may realize that she feels worse from a treatment...not better. Just keep doing what you are doing. I don't think it is as bad as you imagine to do both simultaneously...even though we know it is not ideal...so be humble, be positive and believe...the healing is taking place and that is what you want.

Let's let God change her heart and keep her strong enough to make it through this. It is early and I think it is wonderful that you can quantify the effectiveness of everything that you have been doing.

Just like your mom had to let go and let you make your own mistakes...you have to allow her the same privilege...that's where prayer comes in...God sometimes is the only one that changes hearts.

So don't be discouraged...you are doing everything right...just be there to encourage her to continue with the alternative protocol...that really is what you want so don't get bogged down with the stuff you can't control.

God bless all your family...this is highly emotional for everyone...I will pray for you to be positive and accepting of what you can't control. I hope you are soon back where you need to be...you surely don't want to distance yourself from your family at this time. God bless you especially to be able to do what it is you need to do...

As for us...my husband is taking the stuff... he goes tomorrow for a scan to see if it has metastasized...we'll see what happens then...I actually am having him do 4-5 days on at the beginning to see better results.

Stay in touch...