I feel you fren. The last 3 years have been perhaps the worst psy-attack on humanity in history. Certainly the most severe in modern history. Read this comment I posted to see some context, as an example. https://greatawakening.win/p/16bPnsuBqo/x/c/4Tv9EBOsqrU

Here's one thing that I personally believe is critical to understand. What we are observing is not simply a take down of the deep state, for example. It's the take down of the satanic structures that have enslaved humanity since time immemorial. The Cabal as we call it is the instrument through which evil has influenced and controlled us. So what we're involved in here is a conclusion to the millenia-old war between good and evil. Prophesied not only in the Bible but in many scriptures and traditions.

What does that mean for you and me? It's this: there are two aspects to the Great Awakening: an external aspect, and an internal aspect.

The external aspect is the lifting off of the veil, the exposure of the reality of the mechanisms and instruments of evil in the world; their designs, their methods, their history, etc.

The internal aspect is closer to home. It's about being confronted internally; with my weaknesses, my shortcomings, the programming I've been following in my life, how I've seen the world and myself in it, my attitudes and internal reality. Opening up to that is every bit as difficult, if not more so, than opening up to the external aspect, i.e taking those red-pills.

This is one reason why so many people connected to the Great Awakening are turning to or re-experiencing God.

The war manifests in the material realm, via the Cabal and their mechanisms and activities, but the nature of the war, that's spiritual.

Part of growing spiritually involves digesting, processing and moving through negative emotional forces that we encounter. If we had all had perfect parents in a perfect society where God was visibly present and we always lived within God's love, we'd have grown to spiritual maturity and the negative spiritual and emotional attacks and waves would not harm or hinder us.

But that's not the case. Rather, we've been living under the whip of the spiritual and material slave rulers, even though we understood so little of that. So, in the Great Awakening, part and parcel of the process is encountering emotions, feelings, ideas that will make us extremely uncomfortable, and it's not easy to process them, to digest them, and to grow stronger enough to push them off.

I say this to encourage you; take heart. You are not alone, and what you're experiencing is what millions and millions of us are experiencing in some shape or form. If you understand that you are undergoing a process, and you search for answers, and the way forward emotionally, mentally, spiritually, you'll find yourself becoming a better person, a stronger person, and fear will have a lot less impact on you.

I say this from experience, as you may be able to sense from the comment I linked above.

Regarding trauma, the truth is, all humanity has been living in trauma for all of our history. We just didn't recognize it; we thought it was normal. My personal faith is that the keystone foundation for what we are now experiencing was laid 2000 years ago, when Jesus achieved the victory and opened the door to spiritual salvation. What we are seeing now is the culmination of that victory, with the war being waged to finally clear the Earth of the evil spiritual forces that have been camping here since the start (i.e. book of genesis).

FWIW, I stumbled across this video and it opened up a whole new thing for me. I recommend it to anyone and everyone, as the themes affect us all. Maybe it will help. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BVg2bfqblGI It addresses the point of addiction, but the real interesting part is what he has to say about trauma. Short video, and not too heavy to watch, imo.

Either way, know that you are not alone fren. My prayer for a blessing of protection on you. Thank you so much for sharing!

I feel you fren. The last 3 years have been perhaps the worst psy-attack on humanity in history. Certainly the most severe in modern history. Read this comment I posted to see some context, as an example. https://greatawakening.win/p/16bPnsuBqo/x/c/4Tv9EBOsqrU

Here's one thing that I personally believe is critical to understand. What we are observing is not simply a take down of the deep state, for example. It's the take down of the satanic structures that have enslaved humanity since time immemorial. The Cabal as we call it is the instrument through which evil has influenced and controlled us. So what we're involved in here is a conclusion to the millenia-old war between good and evil. Prophesied not only in the Bible but in many scriptures and traditions.

What does that mean for you and me? It's this: there are two aspects to the Great Awakening: an external aspect, and an internal aspect.

The external aspect is the lifting off of the veil, the exposure of the reality of the mechanisms and instruments of evil in the world; their designs, their methods, their history, etc.

The internal aspect is closer to home. It's about being confronted internally; with my weaknesses, my shortcomings, the programming I've been following in my life, how I've seen the world and myself in it, my attitudes and internal reality. Opening up to that is every bit as difficult, if not more so, than opening up to the external aspect, i.e taking those red-pills.

This is one reason why so many people connected to the Great Awakening are turning to or re-experiencing God.

The war manifests in the material realm, via the Cabal and their mechanisms and activities, but the nature of the war, that's spiritual.

Part of growing spiritually involves digesting, processing and moving through negative emotional forces that we encounter. If we had all had perfect parents in a perfect society where God was visibly present and we always lived within God's love, we'd have grown to spiritual maturity and the negative spiritual and emotional attacks and waves would not harm or hinder us. That's the world Jesus wants for us.

But that's not the case. Rather, we've been living under the whip of the spiritual and material slave rulers, even though we understood so little of that. So, in the Great Awakening, part and parcel of the process is encountering emotions, feelings, ideas that will make us extremely uncomfortable, and it's not easy to process them, to digest them, and to grow stronger enough to push them off.

I say this to encourage you; take heart. You are not alone, and what you're experiencing is what millions and millions of us are experiencing in some shape or form. If you understand that you are undergoing a process, and you search for answers, and the way forward emotionally, mentally, spiritually, you'll find yourself becoming a better person, a stronger person, and fear will have a lot less impact on you.

I say this from experience, as you may be able to sense from the comment I linked above.

Regarding trauma, the truth is, all humanity has been living in trauma for all of our history. We just didn't recognize it; we thought it was normal. My personal faith is that the keystone foundation for what we are now experiencing was laid 2000 years ago, when Jesus achieved the victory and opened the door to spiritual salvation. What we are seeing now is the culmination of that victory, with the war being waged to finally clear the Earth of the evil spiritual forces that have been camping here since the start (i.e. book of genesis).

FWIW, I stumbled across this video and it opened up a whole new thing for me. I recommend it to anyone and everyone, as the themes affect us all. Maybe it will help. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BVg2bfqblGI It addresses the point of addiction, but the real interesting part is what he has to say about trauma. Short video, and not too heavy to watch, imo.

Either way, know that you are not alone fren. My prayer for a blessing of protection on you. Thank you so much for sharing!

I feel you fren. The last 3 years have been perhaps the worst psy-attack on humanity in history. Certainly the most severe in modern history. Read this comment I posted to see some context, as an example. https://greatawakening.win/p/16bPnsuBqo/x/c/4Tv9EBOsqrU

Here's one thing that I personally believe is critical to understand. What we are observing is not simply a take down of the deep state, for example. It's the take down of the satanic structures that have enslaved humanity since time immemorial. The Cabal as we call it is the instrument through which evil has influenced and controlled us. So what we're involved in here is a conclusion to the millenia-old war between good and evil. Prophesied not only in the Bible but in many scriptures and traditions.

What does that mean for you and me? It's this: there are two aspects to the Great Awakening: an external aspect, and an internal aspect.

The external aspect is the lifting off of the veil, the exposure of the reality of the mechanisms and instruments of evil in the world; their designs, their methods, their history, etc.

The internal aspect is closer to home. It's about being confronted internally; with my weaknesses, my shortcomings, the programming I've been following in my life, how I've seen the world and myself in it, my attitudes and internal reality. Opening up to that is every bit as difficult, if not more so, than opening up to the external aspect, i.e taking those red-pills.

This is one reason why so many people connected to the Great Awakening are turning to or re-experiencing God.

The war manifests in the material realm, via the Cabal and their mechanisms and activities, but the nature of the war, that's spiritual.

Part of growing spiritually involves digesting, processing and moving through negative emotional forces that we encounter. If we had all had perfect parents in a perfect society where God was visibly present and we always lived within God's love, we'd have grown to spiritual maturity and the negative spiritual and emotional attacks and waves would not harm or hinder us.

But that's not the case. Rather, we've been living under the whip of the spiritual and material slave rulers, even thought we understood so little of that. So, in the Great Awakening, part and parcel of the process is encountering emotions, feelings, ideas that will make us extremely uncomfortable, and it's not easy to process them, to digest them, and to grow stronger enough to push them off.

I say this to encourage you; take heart. You are not alone, and what you're experiencing is what millions and millions of us are experiencing in some shape or form. If you understand that you are undergoing a process, and you search for answers, and the way forward emotionally, mentally, spiritually, you'll find yourself becoming a better person, a stronger person, and fear will have a lot less impact on you.

I say this from experience, as you may be able to sense from the comment I linked above.

Regarding trauma, the truth is, all humanity has been living in trauma for all of our history. We just didn't recognize it; we thought it was normal. My personal faith is that the keystone foundation for what we are now experiencing was laid 2000 years ago, when Jesus achieved the victory and opened the door to spiritual salvation. What we are seeing now is the culmination of that victory, with the war being waged to finally clear the Earth of the evil spiritual forces that have been camping here since the start (i.e. book of genesis).

FWIW, I stumbled across this video and it opened up a whole new thing for me. I recommend it to anyone and everyone, as the themes affect us all. Maybe it will help. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BVg2bfqblGI It addresses the point of addiction, but the real interesting part is what he has to say about trauma. Short video, and not too heavy to watch, imo.

Either way, know that you are not alone fren. My prayer for a blessing of protection on you. Thank you so much for sharing!