Keep at it. It WILL come. Believe that it will come above all. A few things you can do to help is to decalcify your pineal gland. There are a few ways but if you drink distilled water only for 30 days it will clean it up. ONLY 30 days or else your body will rid of essential minerals.
Another thing is glutathione patches, they help rid your body of metals (pardon the amazon link, but you can get good info on numerous reviews) https://www.amazon.com/glutathione-patch/s?k=glutathione+patch
Another thing is binaural beats you can listen to while praying. In time you will actually feel your pineal gland vibrate so to speak and give you something beyond your 5 senses https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=pineal+gland+binaural+beats
Keep at it. It WILL come. Believe that it will come above all. A few things you can do to help is to decalcify your pineal gland. There are a few ways but if you drink distilled water only for 30 days it will clean it up. ONLY 30 days or else your body will rid of essential minerals.
Another thing is glutathione patches, they help rid your body of metals (pardon the amazon link, but you can get good info on numerous reviews) https://www.amazon.com/glutathione-patch/s?k=glutathione+patch
Another thing is binaural beats you can listen to while praying. In time you will actually feel your pineal gland vibrate so to speak and give you something beyond your 5 senses https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=pineal+gland+binaural+beats