First and foremost, may the Grace of Yeshua our Messiah grant you comfort, peace, and healing. Forgive me if any of this is off-base, but this is my impression of your situation, whatever it’s worth.

You didn’t destroy your soul or this wouldn’t upset you.

We have been given this chance to expose them and their game. You had front row tickets to witness their “games” firsthand, and have been given a powerful testimony. Just as our salvation came through the flaying and beating of an innocent lamb, and as the world hated you, such it hated Him first, you have been given the scars in your hands as proof to your testimony.

All our scars of flesh are evidence against the Enemy of this war, and he WILL be overcome, Amein.

The path forward is testimony and peace.

Much love, brother.

Revelation 21:4

He will wipe away from them every tear from their eyes. Death will be no more; neither will there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain, any more. The first things have passed away."

First and foremost, may the Grace of Yeshua our Messiah grant you comfort, peace, and healing. Forgive me if any of this is off-base, but this is my impression of your situation, whatever it’s worth.

You didn’t destroy your soul or this wouldn’t upset you.

We have been given this chance to expose them and their game. You had front row tickets to witness their “games” firsthand, and have been given a powerful testimony. Just as our salvation came through the flaying and beating of an innocent lamb, and as the world hated you, such it hated Him first, you have been given the scars in your hands as proof to your testimony.

All our scars of flesh are evidence against the Enemy of this war, and he WILL be overcome, Amein.

The path forward is testimony and peace.

Much love, brother.