Embarassed to admit it but I was a wigger. Lol. Super influenced by Eminem and other rap of the early 2000's. It's strange but it was marijuana that set me off on a path of realization that set my mind straight. I had intense anxiety while high centered around how I dressed, how I acted, and realizing I wasn't being genuine to myself. After years of reflection it put my life onto a whole other direction of searching for what's authentic, true, genuine in myself and society. Part of it was similar to you, the realization that most of our pop culture icons were just plants, meant to devalue us and erode the goodness of our society and country.
Marijuana and Mushrooms for me. I am not a “druggie” or an addict. Never touch meth, opiates, etc. I use drugs as a tool, not as an escape. I came to the realization of a lot of Q through meditation and critical thinking before I had ever even heard of it, that’s why I lean towards it being real.
Well, okay, sometimes pot is an escape but I should mention I rarely if ever drink (holidays), so I feel it balances out to normal.
I have a great deal of respect for mushrooms and other things as a tool of introspection, but I never tried them myself. My experience with marijuana was so powerful and frankly anxiety and paranoia filled, I had a great fear of having a bad trip on mushrooms. I routinely had "bad trips" on marijuana but I used them as a tool like you say- I valued the introspection and new perspectives it offered me. It changed my life greatly for the positive but I believe gave me a heightened tendency towards worrying and anxiety generally.
Embarassed to admit it but I was a wigger. Lol. Super influenced by Eminem and other rap of the early 2000's. It's strange but it was marijuana that set me off on a path of realization that set my mind straight. I had intense anxiety while high centered around how I dressed, how I acted, and realizing I wasn't being genuine to myself. After years of reflection it put my life onto a whole other direction of searching for what's authentic, true, genuine in myself and society. Part of it was similar to you, the realization that most of our pop culture icons were just plants, meant to devalue us and erode the goodness of our society and country.
Marijuana and Mushrooms for me. I am not a “druggie” or an addict. Never touch meth, opiates, etc. I use drugs as a tool, not as an escape. I came to the realization of a lot of Q through meditation and critical thinking before I had ever even heard of it, that’s why I lean towards it being real.
Well, okay, sometimes pot is an escape but I should mention I rarely if ever drink (holidays), so I feel it balances out to normal.
I have a great deal of respect for mushrooms and other things as a tool of introspection, but I never tried them myself. My experience with marijuana was so powerful and frankly anxiety and paranoia filled, I had a great fear of having a bad trip on mushrooms. I routinely had "bad trips" on marijuana but I used them as a tool like you say- I valued the introspection and new perspectives it offered me. It changed my life greatly for the positive but I believe gave me a heightened tendency towards worrying and anxiety generally.