I've been awake to the existence of the cabal/deep state for a couple of decades. When Trump came along, and then Q, I have been optimistic while also retaining some skepticism. The possibility of Q being a psyop has crossed my mind many times. So many things that I once believed to be true, have turned out to be false that I can not be a "true believer" in any movement. I remain hopeful and a little nervous.