The hope/doom rollercoaster on TDW has been getting to me a lot.

But every time I step away for a little while and pray and think about this situation.... I feel a deep knowing in my heart that it's all going to be okay. I rarely have this certain feeling. The last time I had it was when I met my husband for the first time. I knew he was my husband. And it freaked me out hahaha, and I doubted it and fretted over it..... but that feeling would not go away. I just knew.

I feel that same feeling now. I'm fretting about it and doubting it, but I still feel it. It is not going away.