Stop trying to keep up with things. Be content with ur current thirst for truth. It will find ways to Give u what u need to hear as far as current events. Just accept what u have experienced in ur journey is the current event taking place and its just the start of alot of peoples journey. Everything that happens is just leading us to that. Once u know the end the middle loses its sense of control over u. Most news nowadays isn't meant for us or atleast meant to change us. It's so people that need to see the extreme before they can let themselves see anything but there own views get every chance to join us