Go back in time to your mentality about 3 weeks ago, when we were all wanting Trump to cross the rubicon. Now imagine me telling you 3 weeks ago that on January 18th there would be over 20,000 troops in Washington DC in what looks to be some kind of fortified outpost. You would have known the rubicon has been crossed, and you probably wouldn't have believed it when I told you that the media is actually on board with Trump having 20,000 + troops locking down the country's capitol.
This is how 4-d chess works. Mind-blowing when you step back. No more dooming.
Faith is part of the point. You don't win a championship by thinking you're going to lose. You need to trust, have faith in yourself and others and move forward. Use momentum to your advantage. Inch forward.