I need a hug guys.
I mean I knew these people were sick and evil, and I knew about a lot of this stuff separately.... but I've never had it all spelled out like this before, and I don't think I realized just how interconnected it all is. I'm absolutely horrified. Every time I think I've reached the bottom of the rabbit hole, it just keeps going.
Ugh, I don't know. I'm not trying to bring anyone down. I'm just horrified and I want justice EVEN MORE now. I want them all taken down. I want all of this crap public. I'm just disgusted, and I feel sick. How does this happen? How can people be like this?
Sorry, I'm just struggling to digest this. I think I need a break before finishing.
Brother, i've been there. It's like they say "the curiosity killed the cat", but i would change "cat" to "my innocence".
There is truth in that saying "you don't have to eat shit to know that it tastes bad", but since i was curious, i decided to try the "shit", if you know what i mean.
My worldview was forever changed after i started searching the web for the truth. Countless hours digging the onions, boards, shady IRCs, talking to people, asking for information that could not be found anywhere else, only to find the most gruesome things i've ever seen. I couldn't sleep, i felt powerless and pessimism infested my thoughts during months. The problem is that, after you discover the tiny bit of how this world works behind the curtains, you can never go back.
But i would say that this movement gave me a lot of hope, and reinforced in my mind that, most people are good and decent, nevertheless the fact that they are being exploited by a small "elite" of individuals, that crave one world government.
In the end, i've put it all on God's hands, and it removed a heavy weight inside my mind. Now i can sleep in peace again. Hope that this will help you somehow. God bless you in these dark times, and i hope for a better tomorrow for you and all that are here.
Well said. I've taken a to a philosophy that "Truth" and "Innocence" should be upheld to the highest degree. Now these two are conflicting. There are many time where Innocence blinds/protects from the "Truth". Think of children, There is a very true nature to sexuality in human beings, but their minds aren't really prepared for it. I strive for that child's Innocence to be preserved. When they come to questions, then things should be taught truthfully.
I didn't phrase it the best, but I apply it to this situation. Do I want everyone to be force pilled into this environment? I think it would be good at a certain time. Forcing it? I don't think that would be the method. I think leading others to a way to question so they can search. Would be better.