I need a hug guys.
I mean I knew these people were sick and evil, and I knew about a lot of this stuff separately.... but I've never had it all spelled out like this before, and I don't think I realized just how interconnected it all is. I'm absolutely horrified. Every time I think I've reached the bottom of the rabbit hole, it just keeps going.
Ugh, I don't know. I'm not trying to bring anyone down. I'm just horrified and I want justice EVEN MORE now. I want them all taken down. I want all of this crap public. I'm just disgusted, and I feel sick. How does this happen? How can people be like this?
Sorry, I'm just struggling to digest this. I think I need a break before finishing.
Big hugs. I went through the same thing when I started digging. I cried a lot to be honest. It is so hard to wrap your head around.
The silver lining for me is that I have grown closer to God throughout this process. It sounds weird, but the more I learn about how evil people really are, the more it confirms to me that God exists. I don’t see how one can exist without the other, you know? God wins. Love wins. These evil people are the true minority. There are more of us, and together we are stronger. ?