Would be hella cool if you could read my above comment and tell me if you'd kump me in with those of weak will. Because damn I don't wanna feel like I have weak fortitude. My sister remind me often that she's impressed that I haven't killed myself from what I've endured, and coming from someone who's tried to do so I guess it's a good compliment? But there is that voice of doubt that I wish could be completely extinguished and as I mentioned in my comment it seems as though there is a correlation between the feeling that goes along with the tides finally shifting for us all in this fight and that damn voice. It also goes away when I'm tripping acid so it's definitely some kind of spiritual thing.

God damn when shit goes down tomorrow my very next step is to hit the recruiters office. Because I will be spending my first day in the United States of America, the true Republic.