Little off topic but hopefully seen to have some value. I'm a recovering addict of meth and heroin. I hahe cut heroin out but have still had battle with it. I have become such an outcast in my life that I started to only find joy in learning and researching Q. I learned to accept combining the two because it helped me understand Q more. So having the truth shown to doesn't always cause u to change ur view and just step over to the light. U find other Vises and work from there. What I'm curious is does anybody have anything they can share that can help me help others when there world is turned upside down, to not have to go down the path I went through where I started to use addiction to drugs as a tool to accept things I was learning. Alot of people will be lost when the arrest happens and it easier if we can guide them to us with little stops fighting each vise and just blaze right past them. I know not feeling part of society can cause great pain and I'm just wondering if anyone has ideas or thoughts about personal or second hand experience with this.i want to have as much input as possible to prevent what I went through from happening to other
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My road was a little different in the regard that I became an addict as a result of an injury that put me to work on the pill-farm. Thankfully never took the step into anything harder than pharmaceuticals but addiction is addiction, my friend, and getting that monkey off your back is a brutal battle and one that I'm still currently in the middle of. I think the best and most important thing for all of us to remember is that we are not them. We have been relentlessly mocked and ridiculed. We've been compared to Hitler and told that our way of life is evil and that it does not deserve to survive. We've been singled out and ostracized in our communities and families in many cases, called conspiracy theorists, called racists andin the larger cities those who believe as we do have been beaten to the cheers of a bloodthirsty mob with bike locks. Those who defended themselves have been branded as murderers and insurrectionists. It's going to be hard to resist the urge to just rub their fucking noses in it until we're sick of it...and even then do it some more. We can't do that, though, or we will be no better than them. We have to be better or it was all for nothing. We shouldn't take pleasure in being right; what we're right about is horrifying. We have to remember that most of us, in some way, felt called by this. Patience. Patience and understanding. None of us are doing this because we want the world to burn. We're doing it because we believe it is worth saving.