248 () posted 3 years ago by chyraasshoe 3 years ago by chyraasshoe +249 / -1 69 comments share 69 comments share save hide report block hide replies
I’d say you’re not an atheist. An atheist is like militantly anti-god. You’re definitely more of an agnostic, but even then you’re searching for god so somewhere deep down you already believe.
Keep looking, you’ll find god.
Highly recommend Mere Christianity by C.S. Lewis. You sound like me a couple years ago and that book is really something else. Bon voyage!