A little background first: I was born and raised in a liberal state. My entire family are government sucking liberals who praised the BLM for being brave and taking down the white government. I am the youngest of 5 girls, and all of them are extremely passive aggressive and oppressive. My dad died when I was young so I didn't have a father figure in my life. I also bounced around in foster care when I was a kid because my parents were unstable. I had a crazy childhood.
Anyway, I moved to a state that is VERY religious and conservative about 9 years ago, and that's when things started slowing changing. I was in my early 20's. Before President Trump, I voted for Ron Paul because I want everyone to leave me the fuck alone, and he seemed like the man that could get that done, haha! Anyway, Ron Paul never had a chance, of course, so I gave up. I didn't vote in 2016 because I firmly believed my vote didn't count in the state I live in, so what's the point? Then Trump became our president... I was deeply concerned. I thought it was ridiculous for Arnold Swargsanigger to be ANY political remodel in CA, and now we have this guy I just saw on TV telling someone he's "Fired." I thought the world was going to end. It didn't. It got better. And worse.
When Trump got into office, it was the year I decided to switch jobs. The previous job I had was mediocre pay but it had health benefits.
When I quit the corporate world without a college education, I quickly realized that there are NO jobs in my area that have healthcare unless you sell your soul. That was the first eye opener that Obama sucked and maybe I was tricked.. Obamadontcare.
Now it's 2 years ago. I found a job that I really like, I still don't have healthcare, and now I'm married. I started listening to the news, and noticed how much they bashed Trump. At first I didn't think anything of it because I hadn't been paying attention and Trump still seemed funny to me. One day I heard him speak and he was talking about children. He was talking about how he wants to save all the children and he wants us to be a rich country. I was interested. Why does this president talk about children when no one else has?
My husband knew. He secretly started following President Trump, and I had no idea. When I made a comment about Trump bringing up children, that's when he struck. All the sudden he would send me random articles about politics... What President Trump was doing, how much people ACTUALLY liked him. My husband started with memes.
Once Epstine became public, he started Redpilling me harder. He showed me the video of the girls running around the bath house first. I was mortified. I started digging on the internet, finding my own research, and my own truth. He showed me TDW, which I didn't understand. I would sit next to him while he'd go through the posts, so I slowly started understanding. I started going to this site about a month ago. I knew what was going on, but I am the cheerleader of my family and I just couldn't handle digging into more sadness.
Unfortunately, that's not how my brain works. I had to dig deeper. I learned about the DS and how truly, EVERYTHING is fake.
I barely trusted people before, and now I have a hard time trusting anyone. No one I live around is holding the line. They are still watching The Bachelor. (I didn't even know that still existed until yesterday and it broke my heart.)
I am holding the line though. So is my husband. Now I'm a cheerleader for President Trump. I know he will return to us. I love God, my husband, and President Trump. He's my hero. Seriously. I tear up saying it to you guys cuz I wish I could say it to everyone I know, but I cant.
Now I spend my days at work and at home researching, lurking (this is my 3rd post... I just felt like reaching out I guess..) and trying to keep my husband positive while the loneliness and craziness of the world goes on. We are holding the line. We are patriots. I have always loved the USA, I just didn't have good direction, but now I do.
Sorry if this story is too long for some of you, I think I just wanted to be heard and I'm glad someone asked the question. It's a lonely pill, the Redpill..currently.. I will still Hold The Line. For the kids I hope I can have someday, and for your families too..
Yes! That was exactly my experience. I was "ashiest" (whatever that means.. I really just didn't think God existed because my life sucked and I couldn't see how that could happen if God existed.) I got my mom an Obama cookie that she preserved and kept on her mantle. We were pretty stupid. I hated guns, now I love guns! I thought Muslims were GREAT! Now........not so much. I am thankful I have learned the truth about all of our lives, I just hope it gets better. I believe in Q, too! I believe they are acting through God to help us. We can never let this happen again.
I can't imagine being in the dark now. I work with a lot of other women and it's hard to be around them now. Every time they mention a show they are watching, I instantly get disgusted because I know who those people really are. I know that my God loving co-workers and friends are watching satanic shows and have no idea.. but one day, I pray they will know. I will be there for them when their worlds crash like mine and everyone else's has. We will all get through it together, God willing.
A little background first: I was born and raised in a liberal state. My entire family are government sucking liberals who praised the BLM for being brave and taking down the white government. I am the youngest of 5 girls, and all of them are extremely passive aggressive and oppressive. My dad died when I was young so I didn't have a father figure in my life. I also bounced around in foster care when I was a kid because my parents were unstable. I had a crazy childhood. Anyway, I moved to a state that is VERY religious and conservative about 9 years ago, and that's when things started slowing changing. I was in my early 20's. Before President Trump, I voted for Ron Paul because I want everyone to leave me the fuck alone, and he seemed like the man that could get that done, haha! Anyway, Ron Paul never had a chance, of course, so I gave up. I didn't vote in 2016 because I firmly believed my vote didn't count in the state I live in, so what's the point? Then Trump became our president... I was deeply concerned. I thought it was ridiculous for Arnold Swargsanigger to be ANY political remodel in CA, and now we have this guy I just saw on TV telling someone he's "Fired." I thought the world was going to end. It didn't. It got better. And worse. When Trump got into office, it was the year I decided to switch jobs. The previous job I had was mediocre pay but it had health benefits. When I quit the corporate world without a college education, I quickly realized that there are NO jobs in my area that have healthcare unless you sell your soul. That was the first eye opener that Obama sucked and maybe I was tricked.. Obamadontcare. Now it's 2 years ago. I found a job that I really like, I still don't have healthcare, and now I'm married. I started listening to the news, and noticed how much they bashed Trump. At first I didn't think anything of it because I hadn't been paying attention and Trump still seemed funny to me. One day I heard him speak and he was talking about children. He was talking about how he wants to save all the children and he wants us to be a rich country. I was interested. Why does this president talk about children when no one else has? My husband knew. He secretly started following President Trump, and I had no idea. When I made a comment about Trump bringing up children, that's when he struck. All the sudden he would send me random articles about politics... What President Trump was doing, how much people ACTUALLY liked him. My husband started with memes. Once Epstine became public, he started Redpilling me harder. He showed me the video of the girls running around the bath house first. I was mortified. I started digging on the internet, finding my own research, and my own truth. He showed me TDW, which I didn't understand. I would sit next to him while he'd go through the posts, so I slowly started understanding. I started going to this site about a month ago. I knew what was going on, but I am the cheerleader of my family and I just couldn't handle digging into more sadness. Unfortunately, that's not how my brain works. I had to dig deeper. I learned about the DS and how truly, EVERYTHING is fake. I barely trusted people before, and now I have a hard time trusting anyone. No one I live around is holding the line. They are still watching The Bachelor. (I didn't even know that still existed until yesterday and it broke my heart.) I am holding the line though. So is my husband. Now I'm a cheerleader for President Trump. I know he will return to us. I love God, my husband, and President Trump. He's my hero. Seriously. I tear up saying it to you guys cuz I wish I could say it to everyone I know, but I cant. Now I spend my days at work and at home researching, lurking (this is my 3rd post... I just felt like reaching out I guess..) and trying to keep my husband positive while the loneliness and craziness of the world goes on. We are holding the line. We are patriots. I have always loved the USA, I just didn't have good direction, but now I do. Sorry if this story is too long for some of you, I think I just wanted to be heard and I'm glad someone asked the question. It's a lonely pill, the Redpill..currently.. I will still Hold The Line. For the kids I hope I can have someday, and for your families too..
Yes! That was exactly my experience. I was "ashiest" (whatever that means.. I really just didn't think God existed because my life sucked and I couldn't see how that could happen if God existed.) I got my mom an Obama cookie that she preserved and kept on her mantle. We were pretty stupid. I hated guns, now I love guns! I thought Muslims were GREAT! Now........not so much. I am thankful I have learned the truth about all of our lives, I just hope it gets better. I believe in Q, too! I believe they are acting through God to help us. We can never let this happen again.
I can't imagine being in the dark now. I work with a lot of other women and it's hard to be around them now. Every time they mention a show they are watching, I instantly get disgusted because I know who those people really are. I know that my God loving co-workers and friends are watching satanic shows and have no idea.. but one day, I pray they will know. I will be there for them when their worlds crash like mine and everyone else's has. We will all get through it together, God willing.
Thanks for your story. Welcome to GAW!
Thank you!!! <3