I just can't do it anymore. I go to bible study and we talk about the little evils that people struggle with every day. You would think, I would benefit from a women's bible study about "The Armor of God". But it very hard to care about the study and about all the little struggles we normies deal with when so much true evil is in the world. I also LOATH zoom. I want to do things in person and I just can't seem to get into a distance bible study.
I want to talk about satanists murdering babies. I want to talk about how Covid is a lie instead of pretending to be concerned about people catching a cold. And yes God forgive me I have lost my empathy for them. She asked me why I didn't continue and what I focusing my time on. And I told her about murdering babies and drinking their blood. I told her about Satanist in powerful positions.
She insisted that she had looked into that decades ago and knew all about it and that she could not deal with it so decided to do focus on the people around her and her life and to not deal with the stresses of these things. I get that. I understand that. And I can't do that right now. I just hung up on her. All she did was convince me I should not go and she was trying to do just the opposite.
The fact is that she is RIGHT! There is nothing we can do. It is all in Gods hands so I really should be going to that study and serving my neighbors. I just can't right now.
I understand where you are coming from - I hate Zoom as well - I have a small group (3 ladies) meet at my house once a month - we do a Christian book study - non fiction - currently reading David Platt “Something’s Gotta Give” - if you cannot do something in person and hate Zoom, step up your prayer life - we have a lot of power to combat evil as Prayer Warriors - the Lord will year us and will be faithful according to His timing. Maybe those of us on this forum who are interested can agree to set a reminder on our phone to all pray for the liberation and healing of these horribly abused souls - the Lord answers prayers.
Praying for you right now that you find your best way to connect with Him during these trying times.
I am setting my “Pray for the Children” reminder for 7:30 AM eastern for anyone who wants to join me in lifting up prayers to the throne of grace at that time.