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posted ago by Chikinmama88 ago by Chikinmama88 +35 / -1

Here's a personal story I'd like to share.

For years I had a feeling deep down inside that Pizzagate and DS was real, but really never opened up about it since I didn't want to be "the crazy one". I was the one up until 5a doing tons and tons of my own research looking into alternative news and what not. I was making quite a few connections, but doubted myself. Then a few years went by and just stopped the researching. Now I didn't know what Q was until I had my awakening in March of last year. I experienced clairvoyance and had visions. I saw the letter Q everywhere. Soon after, I became a follower, but had some doubt. We'll, one day I started researching Bill Gates and Elon Musk (didn't know much about musk at the time). It was kinda like speed writing, but speed searching. I felt like I had little control over myself. I felt like I was actually being shown the enemy. I had goosebumps all over my body and then started speed writing. I wrote down that Bill Gates was trying to be "God". Then after I read about the God gene and it freaked me out. I never experienced anything like this before. My forehead was pounding and my chest got extremely hot. I questioned what was happening to me so I did research on all the symptoms I was having and came to the conclusion I was having a spiritual awakening. I lost sense of reality and soon after I shared this info with my close family, however they thought I was nuts... They made fun of me and made me a "tin hat". I just laughed it off at first, but then something came over me that told me "these people are against you". Then fear kicked in and I just had to get away. When I tried to leave and grab my kids (6 yo & 3 months at the time) my own mother stopped me and called a mental hospital.... Cops quickly showed up and I was taken in. I was there for 5 days... That was the first time I had ever been. Then again 2 months later I lost it and was sent back for 3 days. The first time was literally like Hell on Earth. It felt like I was in a movie and the patients were actors. Go figure ? It was the scariest experience ever. I had more visions there and had also experienced clairaudience. A few days after I got out my fiance took the girls and I out to the beach and I had another experience, but this was different. It was very joyful. I literally asked myself "Am I in Heaven?" I was "in the moment". I then realized that it was all in my head. It had to do with the psyche. If I let fear get hold of me, I would experience Hell, but if I just lived without fear I would experience Heaven. It was such a beautiful realization. The visions and synchronicities I had gave me peace that everything was going to be ok and to trust the plan and trust in God. Light overcomes darkness. God wins. Just thought I'd share that with y'all. After all, this is the Great Awakening. ??❤️??