It’s good for your mental state to walk away sometimes. I did a lot of driving the last 2 days, listened to music and a book on tape (fictional and not tied to this) and I feel refreshed. Haven’t watched any of the fake peach mint either. And as a father of 2 kids under the age of 3, you’re going to need all of your mental strength to deal with that kid. You’re going to be running on no sleep and it’s rough. Probably a good time to unplug and take a break. Maybe wait for tangible stuff to start happening before any more deep diving. Just my 2 cents