Wow dude I really resonate with every single thing you just said.

I don't know if you're spiritual or not, but from what ive gathered from the spiritual/prophetic/religious communities, we are supposedly soon entering a period of spiritual revival and a season of harvest.

So things are supposed to get really good soon. But its starting to make sense that things will actually need to get darkest before the dawn.

I wish I had a fast forward button. This is a bit like being in the angsty come up of a shroom trip if anyone knows what I mean.