I am right there with you. I have a theory about all of this if you're interested. Like soooo many believers, I have felt so discouraged and apathetic over the last few years. I've seen it in church and with my friends.

I believe that Satan's foothold in this country had grown and the spiritual warfare was suffocating the church in a way. I can feel God stepping in to fight this evil with us. He is waking us up and shaking us from our apathy. My best friend, my husband, you, me, and so many people on this board are all experiencing the same thing. I don't believe that is a coincidence.

I have shared the Gospel more in the last week than I have in my entire life. Every day, multiple times a day, I come across people on this board questioning good and evil and wanting to know more about Jesus and Christianity. I've seen so many people saying they have come to Christ just this week. I am blown away. I can see the revival already starting. And I believe this is only the beginning. I have never claimed to be a prophet or anything. But God does give me these feelings from time to time, and I have one right now about this. I test it and doubt it, but when these feelings are real and from God, they cannot be shaken. I just know that God is fighting for us and that we will win. I don't know how and I don't know when.... I just know it is going to happen.