Backstory: i didnt know anything politics until this last year and i was unaware of all the happenings when trump got in office 4 years ago.
So i was looking into the orgins of pepe and found out who made it and oh boy was i wrong about who he was. Actually kind of shocked that the biggest meme for trump(i know it didnt start out that way) was made by someone who hates him. Ironic.
I was also looking at some family guy stuff like the episode with peter fighting trump and the pepe ballon and them calling it an alt right symobol.
Then i realised that almost everything in life is tainted by main stream ideals. I knew this was the case but it really breaks me down knowing that all the adult swim stuff i grew up with are probably brain washing tools for Satanism. Feels bad man but im glad i can actually point out the evil now. Before some of the jokes they made were funny but now i see the hidden symbolism in everything
The transition can be very difficult. Don't let the perils of the world defeat you.