I've been redpilled for quite some time. But I was completely unaware of Q and the Great Awakening until just after the Nov elections. My search for the truth of what happened ultimately led me here.
I'm fully awake now. First thing I do when I wake up is check TGAW. However I'm exhausted. I need to take a break, and some of my personal relationships are suffering as it feels like my psyche and personhood is under siege, my real self only emerging or sallying forth, when the cavalry arrives and POTUS is restored. Then I can show and help those around me come to grips with what happened. Like I said I need to take a break for a while, but at the same time I'm quite obsessive. I struggle not to check this site and other outlets I trust every hour for fear of missing something.
I know some of you have been woken up for years now, how do you handle it?
Last night was my breaking point, i am a tough old almost roughneck type that cantains emotions... I found myself crying uncontrollably for 30 minutes... terrible thoughts of the children were just overwhelming me and the evil that controls us was completely overwhelming me! I was instinctively drawn outside looking into the stars, praising God and begging him to help us, because we are so weak and he is so strong! Iiwas looking for anything beautiful to calm my self down! This time is a true test of faith! I found this and it really helped me to calm down! (https://youtu.be/XZ4CqjdJ46c)