I ramble. I have so much to say & no one to say it to. I am very happy that any part of what I said resonated & comfoted. All this "truth" is so much sometimes, even too much at times. It defies your logic & reason. It sweeps you off your feet & knocks the wind out of you. Likewise, it both makes you want to run away into a cave to seal yourself up & pickup humanity placing all in a locker for safe keeping whilst you stand then charge alone into the danger.

The darkness & evil that surrounds us has poisoned everything & this notion is so overwhelming its beyond comprehension. This world, life reality, truth the hour at hand has rendered pointless, a useless human. Survival for me here is no longer an option all my eggs are in the Great Awakening. It is the only way. I am not afraid honestly I think I've only been afraid once or twice in my lifetime. I do sometimes wonder how far it must go, then I'm overcome w/sadness for the suffering that may take place before. It feels unnecessary. Then I quickly remind myself this is Gods Plan, this is Gods will I need not question, doubt or fear. I need only to trust, to have faith, to believe.

Whatever happens no matter what happens it is what was meant to be. There are no mistakes. Then I might look at whatever from perspective i may have not previously considered. In order to try & make sense. Most times its like a spark God winking in a sense a reminder we need not be afraid, if he is for us then who can be against us. God is on our side never ever doubt that. And look for signs, this helps me too very often. They way we pay attention to events, news, etc for Q clues the same is true w/God & you. Lil clues to remind you who is in control & who ultimately is in charge. I pray you are feeling much stronger now & more firm. I hope you have a great night, sweet dreams & sleep comfy cozy. bubye