Absolutely. And just like an addiction, you’re always chasing the dragon. You start out small and over time you work your way up. For example, I started many many years ago with Playboy, then Hustler, then on and on(this was pre-internet), around middle school age(91-92 or so). Then it just grows like a vine. Same thing as when I started using drugs in HS. Started with weed, then acid, on to ecstasy, then coke, then meth. It’s a nasty game. Luckily, I got out years ago. But the scars remain. My point is, you’re already in a good place by realizing what you have realized. And yes, a real relationship is what you need. Not just for sex but for companionship, a partner in life.
Absolutely. And just like an addiction, you’re always chasing the dragon. You start out small and over time you work your way up. For example, I started many many years ago with Playboy, then Hustler, then on and on(this was pre-internet), around middle school age(91-92 or so). Then it just grows like a vine. Same thing as when I started using drugs in HS. Started with weed, then acid, on to ecstasy, then coke, then meth. It’s a nasty game. Luckily, I got out years ago. But the scars remain. My point is, you’re already in a good place by realizing what you have realized. And yes, a real relationship is what you need. Not just for sex but for companionship, a partner in life.