It is all on who you surround yourself with. for years I had to remind the study group I was decades younger and raised roman orth. my sister and I went to our priest bible study after work befor covid and we would talk how he drifted from the bible/history.
If all hell breaks loose my sis trust me to have a bugger all plan and that scares me. she knows the shit I had to go through and the daily "paranoiah" I deal with. she trust to fall back on me because of the evils I have been exposed to. That faith someone has in you because of you is reality breaking.
If she has difficult questions she calls me, she fields me because of what I know. she is also one of the few reason why I am still here. Someone I can never dissapoint, whom knows I have darkness within.
It is all on who you surround yourself with. for years I had to remind the study group I was decades younger and raised roman orth. my sister and I went to our priest bible study after work befor covid and we would talk how he drifted from the bible/history.
If all hell breaks loose my sis trust me to have a bugger all plan and that scares me. she knows the shit I had to go through and the daily "paranoiah" I deal with. she trust to fall back on me because of the evils I have been exposed to. That faith someone has in you because of you is reality breaking.
If she has difficult questions she calls me, she fields me because of what I know. she is also one of the few reason why I am still here. Someone I can never dissapoint, whom knows I have darkness within.