I am sorry that I deleted my fire experience part of the comment. I felt like I was making it about "me" and I didn't want to do that. It was a good point that you made.

Thank you for expressing all that. I feel that way many times. The "answer" to all of this has to come. And I have faith that it will. But my spirit anguished for justice and a righting of things for our country and the world. So much pain and evil. But we are the lights in the world.