I refuse to be locked down. I go out about my business and refuse to comply. I take a lot of shit from a lot of people, I hear a lot of crap about tinfoil hats, and how I want to kill people with my refusal to comply.

I laugh or respond sarcastically when I hear that crap, and rejoice in the fact that I am breathing air unimpeded, getting some sun (the rare winter days it is not raining) and recognizing that starting over is the only way I will regain everything I have lost. I just am making sure as I start over, that It can’t be lost again despite what they do.