When I look around I see many people who although might be good, humble and smart are still asleep. I see good christian people who are.much better people than myself who are asleep.
I wonder why I think the way I do and question the way I do. O6t seems it would be easier and more blissful to be asleep but my mind cant help itself. Why is that?
I think it's the same for all of us. Something inherent in oiur thinking refuses to accept illogical excuses for this illogical reality. It's hard to explain. Sometimes infeel.likeninwas chosen for this. This was my purpose perhaps.
When people lie to themselves as a way to overcome their insecurites, even in small doses, it slowly becomes their identity. At that point, accepting reality is same as denying their own identity, and very scary. So they tend to hug closer to the calm comforting lies. Hence they don't wake up.