When I look around I see many people who although might be good, humble and smart are still asleep. I see good christian people who are.much better people than myself who are asleep.
I wonder why I think the way I do and question the way I do. O6t seems it would be easier and more blissful to be asleep but my mind cant help itself. Why is that?
I think it's the same for all of us. Something inherent in oiur thinking refuses to accept illogical excuses for this illogical reality. It's hard to explain. Sometimes infeel.likeninwas chosen for this. This was my purpose perhaps.
I have this in common with you and your friend. Were you born mid 1960s? I was disillusioned by my parentals bc they were messed up twenty somethings who adopted me. They divorced remarried and our status changed. My mom lied to me often and I could see through her. Maybe, I became suspicious of everything bc of them? Or maybe we are dispatched to this time period by a higher power and the parents we got were the training program. Good discussion.
We tried to figure out what drew us to Q, so we looked for parallels in our lives. We both had a rough childhood. We've experienced abuse, lies and malice in poverty at a young age. We had a new parent (new mom in my case, new dad in my friend's case) step in our lives and brought our lives up to lower middle class status. This happened after we got away from the root of the abuse. We're so grateful for what we have in our lives because of what we experienced. We're watching millions of people wallow in their self-pity and over petty things. And it gets celebrated on social media? We were able to sense the agenda behind these. It is a major turn-off given what we went through to have better lives.
Ahh, mid-80s here. I always wonder about these things. Simulation? Universal energy stuff Tesla talked about? E.T.s genetic programs? God? Our own natural evolution process hijacked? I'm inclined to say that it could be a mix of them all or some.
Life is like a puzzle, I suppose and parts of it ain't pretty and stomach turning. But we are not looking away, you know? We're still trying to piece it together.