When I look around I see many people who although might be good, humble and smart are still asleep. I see good christian people who are.much better people than myself who are asleep.
I wonder why I think the way I do and question the way I do. O6t seems it would be easier and more blissful to be asleep but my mind cant help itself. Why is that?
I think it's the same for all of us. Something inherent in oiur thinking refuses to accept illogical excuses for this illogical reality. It's hard to explain. Sometimes infeel.likeninwas chosen for this. This was my purpose perhaps.
Your post reminded me of a couple things:
They were trying to make a generation of diabolical narcissists - https://youtu.be/X4dtcwv5dPM?t=8183
I time-tamped it for the specific relevant information but the whole talk is really good.
https://www.youtube.com/c/SensusFidelium/videos
You might like this channel.
Use the search feature to look for videos on that channel about Freemasonry, Enlightenment, USA's Freemasonic beginnings, Revolutionary spirit, French Revolution (good one: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AQsEJtJEwEk), etc. All the way to modern day Pope and what you're seeing on TV and being horrified by. Like I said, Q posted a few Vigano letters. That should be a signal to people that a remnant of the church is aware of the Communist Pope and the agenda at play. You don't think some of these Catholics are trying to fight back? Yet Freemasonry puts out its anti-Catholic propaganda using the media...you know, the same people who control what goes on MTV?