When I look around I see many people who although might be good, humble and smart are still asleep. I see good christian people who are.much better people than myself who are asleep.
I wonder why I think the way I do and question the way I do. O6t seems it would be easier and more blissful to be asleep but my mind cant help itself. Why is that?
I think it's the same for all of us. Something inherent in oiur thinking refuses to accept illogical excuses for this illogical reality. It's hard to explain. Sometimes infeel.likeninwas chosen for this. This was my purpose perhaps.
I wish I had kept it but someone here or on Voat posted something about the personality type that is hard to hypnotize or brainwash. It was a intuitive empath, I think. I found the post kind of fascinating because it fit me to a "t". I will look for it and post if I can find.