I usually try and play the sort of "hardass, nothing can get me down, I know more than you do and am low key better than you" type character.
But your comment slid right through the chinks in my armor :') that was so genuine and heartwarming. Glad to have you on board ma'am. Blessings to you and your family!
Thank you so much.. this site has built me back up into a stronger warrior.
My Bio : For many years I was a strong Republican , been to dinners, met and had signed photos ( trash long ago ) of The Bushes the whole deal ( before I knew) after 911 I didn’t know why or how but I just knew in my heart somehow Bush was involved..no proof just something rocked me to the core and I just knew. I didn’t vote for him second term, mentioned it to a few people but was received as a nut or laughed at ..my own daughter 27 yrs old and now a leftist, brings it up sometimes and says, don’t get my mom started on politics, she thinks the government caused 9/11 and her friends laugh ..however a few of her friends listened and have become patriots, daughters still lost. Another daughter 29 is special needs she’ll always be a child! My son , her older brother knows the truth, and I thank God that he does not so much that I have an ally but for his own good, we need to teach the kids so they have a foundation once we are gone! Once Obama came into play I really retreated, honestly I stopped all media so I had no idea what was going on in the world, but I knew it was bad. I come from the modeling world so I saw a lot of sickness back then, ( left because of it ) but nothing like the murderous heartbreaking horror that’s happening now in the industry. Once Trump came along I was still skeptical but voted and that was it..it wasnt until half way into his term when I happened by accident while someone else’s TV was on and saw what the dems were doing during the Kavenaugh ( good or bad ) hearings that I said WTF is going on in our world.
I started watching Fox News because that was the only thing that I had other than the other MSM which I knew was poison. I hadn’t watched a hour of news in years so I was pretty shocked. I watched Fox up until around the election where I could see something wasn’t right and then of course during the election and the days that followed I was pissed shut off Fox and have not turned it on since. The rest is what I already wrote, I was deeply wounded, knocked down and nearly taken out by January 20, I reached out to a friend here in San Diego who told me about this board and I went on on the 20th. I literally spent hours and then days and nights for the first few weeks , after that I kept taking days off from work, or I’d take off mornings and only schedule late afternoon appts, I make my own schedule. I became obsessed with catching up to what the powers that be had been doing, the more I learned the more I wanted to learn. It had been 12 to 14 yrs since I read or watched current events “news” I knew basically nothing about life in the world outside of my safe bubble of surfing, beaches and hiking trails. Damn I was rocked to my core, I mean I knew even when I was a Bush republican supporter that there was bad stuff going on , I knew JFK was CIA etc but damn they sure have progressed while I wasn’t watching ! Anyway I got caught up pretty quickly and I sure am grateful! Thank you for your awesome comment and for sharing info to those on this board who you may never hear from !
I usually try and play the sort of "hardass, nothing can get me down, I know more than you do and am low key better than you" type character.
But your comment slid right through the chinks in my armor :') that was so genuine and heartwarming. Glad to have you on board ma'am. Blessings to you and your family!
Thank you so much.. this site has built me back up into a stronger warrior. My Bio : For many years I was a strong Republican , been to dinners, met and had signed photos ( trash long ago ) of The Bushes the whole deal ( before I knew) after 911 I didn’t know why or how but I just knew in my heart somehow Bush was involved..no proof just something rocked me to the core and I just knew. I didn’t vote for him second term, mentioned it to a few people but was received as a nut or laughed at ..my own daughter 27 yrs old and now a leftist, brings it up sometimes and says, don’t get my mom started on politics, she thinks the government caused 9/11 and her friends laugh ..however a few of her friends listened and have become patriots, daughters still lost. Another daughter 29 is special needs she’ll always be a child! My son , her older brother knows the truth, and I thank God that he does not so much that I have an ally but for his own good, we need to teach the kids so they have a foundation once we are gone! Once Obama came into play I really retreated, honestly I stopped all media so I had no idea what was going on in the world, but I knew it was bad. I come from the modeling world so I saw a lot of sickness back then, ( left because of it ) but nothing like the murderous heartbreaking horror that’s happening now in the industry. Once Trump came along I was still skeptical but voted and that was it..it wasnt until half way into his term when I happened by accident while someone else’s TV was on and saw what the dems were doing during the Kavenaugh ( good or bad ) hearings that I said WTF is going on in our world. I started watching Fox News because that was the only thing that I had other than the other MSM which I knew was poison. I hadn’t watched a hour of news in years so I was pretty shocked. I watched Fox up until around the election where I could see something wasn’t right and then of course during the election and the days that followed I was pissed shut off Fox and have not turned it on since. The rest is what I already wrote, I was deeply wounded, knocked down and nearly taken out by January 20, I reached out to a friend here in San Diego who told me about this board and I went on on the 20th. I literally spent hours and then days and nights for the first few weeks , after that I kept taking days off from work, or I’d take off mornings and only schedule late afternoon appts, I make my own schedule. I became obsessed with catching up to what the powers that be had been doing, the more I learned the more I wanted to learn. It had been 12 to 14 yrs since I read or watched current events “news” I knew basically nothing about life in the world outside of my safe bubble of surfing, beaches and hiking trails. Damn I was rocked to my core, I mean I knew even when I was a Bush republican supporter that there was bad stuff going on , I knew JFK was CIA etc but damn they sure have progressed while I wasn’t watching ! Anyway I got caught up pretty quickly and I sure am grateful! Thank you for your awesome comment and for sharing info to those on this board who you may never hear from !