It’s really rough not being able to talk about this stuff with everyone. I’m sick of being made to feel like Im a fool for being interested in anything other than the mainstream narrative. After being “awake” for like 15 years now, Im finding myself losing patience and respect for so many people...people who i used to look up to.

I’m very grateful for this community...makes me feel less lonely.

Never ask God for patience....he’s all....ok, wait.