I'm so tired of praying for a solution to this. I'm sure alot people think that God would want us to solve it and I agree but fuck , this world is so backwards and convoluted it hard to trust anything. How do I know my efforts would help the problem instead of make it worse. It's like liberals voting for more liberalism because they think Republicans are heartless and don't care about the little guy. On the other side we voted for the Bush family because they pretended to be for God and country but later find that we were all tricked and that they are evil bastards. Other than prayer I can't be sure what to do. Even people in our own movement continue to be outed as phony people.If God appeared and told me I was needed to be a solder in his army I would, but without some kind of serious confirmation its hard to know which way to act. Fucking frustrating!