I want to release my rage on those covid idiots, just to show all of them that I'm much much more dangerous than any other virus out there.

I have my reasons to keep calm now.

But for real, sometimes I wouldn't care if they call me a terrorist. I would be fucking happy with it. I would fucking terrorise their lifes into oblivion.

Those covid idiots don't give a fuck about me. That's why each day that pas by I'm only thinking about revenge.

My life is meaningless. That's why I would be glad to die while having my revenge.

I know it's stupid what I say. But this is how I feel. I tried everything to calm down myself and still trying.

But every fucking morning I have to start over, keepig my self from getting crazy, I keep telling my self why I shouldn't harm those who are destroying my life and sanity

And I know that's exactly what they want. They don't give a fuck about my health. My mind, my brain doesn't feel healthy anymore.

I can only feel bloodlust, but how long can I hold my self, before I loose it.

~ Sincerely my feelings.