You can call out the bullshit doctrine all day and I applaud you for doing that we are brothers in arms in that

God needs us like we need him.

We'll both forgive each other til we both turn blue then well whistle and go fishing in heaven-John Prine

Where you're failing is the anger. I get it and lived that way for years and have to fight not to anymore

Loving the Lord means loving his image which is all humans. Angrily yelling at them because they're too slow to come to terms with all this is sin brother