I have been doing TCH for years, and I feel like this sometimes.

I had a chance to try DMT a while back. The room turned into a kaleidoscope. Orange, blue, yellows. I got really excited, heart racing. Then this body appears in front of me, still in the kaleidoscope sort of like a ghost figure. Arms came out and pushed me down... I took a deep breath relaxed and the world changed again, new colors, new excitement.

The relaxing into my headspace allowed me to see more, it put me into the flow. It felt amazing.

I think we forget how much control we have over our bodies. TCH has been a shortcut to doing things I should be doing normally. Taking a deep breath, calming the heart. Getting the heart, head, and breathing relaxed. Taking yourself down to being, relaxed, present, not overthinking.

Don't forget; Caffeine is also a powerful stimulant and a drug. It does change your state also. It triggers cortisol, adrenaline, fat to be released into the bloodstream, and speeds up processes in your body.