I gotta tell ya, im really getting worn out with all these announcement pump fakes and big nothing burgers. IM about to just say wake me up when something happens, this shits making me sick. Im just focused on helping during the 2022 Florida elections.
I still believe, but the happening soon side of me is just about dead. Not sure how much talk I can handle, need action.
Stop caring and give up(not in the way you may think...).
Stop caring about all the little things and the constant hoping, the constant let-downs will drain you emotionally and all those emotions will keep you from seeing things clearly.
Giving up is the easiest and most effective way of ridding yourself of all the things that you can't do anything about beyond deal with to the best of your ability, all kinds of emotions coming from repeated hopes not being satisfied.
Giving up is below the surface for all of us, how close to the surface varies for everyone but it is always there and it also always tempting for all of us, might as well use it for something that actually helps.
Giving up is probably the easiest thing there is, choosing what to give up on doesn't change that but now you can apply it to the things that are causing the problem, not saying you should stop wanting what you want but giving up on the constant hoping and let-downs that invariably follows won't change what you want and what you work for, it just removes all the emotions and pain that turns what is supposed to be a good thing into a negative.
It may sound counter-intuitive but using the need to give up(and how easy it is...) in this deliberate and chosen way will be a huge weight of your shoulders, and once that weight is gone, what you want will still be there, as will your interest in doing something constructive, and without the hope-drain to make that more of a chore than it needs to be you will actually have more reasons to be positive, not less.
YMMW But I speak from experience...
but the hopium is just too strong!