I think one of the craziest experiences about having your eyes/mind opened to what's really going on around us, is that once that happens, you recognize things all the time. Events, in particular. It's like... I know a lot of people don't like Alex Jones and believe he's controlled opposition, but I only bring him up for the moment because he's always mentioned about how he's had to sit there and see the evil plans he knows about unfold around him and be powerless to stop it, and go crazy seeing how so many people are just completely blind to it. I sort of feel the same way, now, and that's without the decades of experience that he has! The latest statements by Biden and the clear direction towards this vaccine passport and NWO/GreatReset stuff.. when you know their plans, and you just see them iterating one step closer, and closer... it's like a mix of emotions I can't even describe. But the worst thing of all is knowing about the pure evil in the world, and the decades upon decades, probably centuries/millennia, that this has been going on (though at increased scale as the world population grows larger).