Morning/Afternoon folks,
I need all your prayers & encouragement today. Work is doing some ultra-commie shit & I am hanging on by a thread. Ready to bounce & move on. I need the job because like a majority of folks... I am enslaved via some debt: mortgage, car payment, young children, family responsibility, etc. I used to receive fullfillment in my work, but now... It doesnt feel honoring to God to keep slaving away to the world. Regarding my debt, nothing crazy & I suppose I could drop all unnecessary burdens (home and car). Although I will fight longer before I give in to losing what I have. I have a lot of stock ready to sell & just sitting in an account... I could technically live off that for a few years, comfortably. Idk.. Anyway, I am at my end guys. I cannot take the mask/vaxx shit any longer. Im done with the corrupt CDC, done with the world and the wackiness of mainstream society. The people are sick, these normies are lost & I am finished with the games.
I thought I would retire here, I thought I would make this my career for life. In my 30s and now I am having to hit the reset button because Im done with all this garbage. We'll see how much longer I can last without a verbal explosion, but eventually my tongue will slip & I'll be gone. I dont even know if I have the heart to forge documentation. What better does that make me? Feels similar to Peter denying Jesus while under duress... Doesnt seem right.
Anyway guys. Im just ranting at this point. Any encouragement you can send. Thank you.
Much love ❤❤❤, you guys rock. I hate asking for help & being weak/struggling. Trying to grow in this area as well as others. Thank you. I struggle with trusting Him many times, as in, I try to bear burdens and do things "my way", try to play "God" in life sometimes you could say. I know in the end, He will have His way & things will be done according to the power of the Heavens. Sometimes in the storm, it is hard to see. That's where faith comes in. I'm like a freaking sin wave when it comes to faith. Trying to ask Him for more. I spent about 8- 10 years of my life dark.... Wandering. Consumed by the world, pornography, selfishness, and chasing things that "felt good" with ZERO regard to their spiritual effect on my soul. God came in & wrecked in all, so thankful for this. He healed my marriage greatly. Blessed us with children. Has given us so much, so so so much. It is unreal in retrospect. I more than anything else WANT to follow Him after seeing the truth & seeing his power. I know that no matter what I am faced with, honoring & following the Lord will yield more prosperity than any other means I could ever think up or work towards. Thanks again for the kind words & encouragement. WWG1WGA. Glad to be awake, finally.