Morning/Afternoon folks,
I need all your prayers & encouragement today. Work is doing some ultra-commie shit & I am hanging on by a thread. Ready to bounce & move on. I need the job because like a majority of folks... I am enslaved via some debt: mortgage, car payment, young children, family responsibility, etc. I used to receive fullfillment in my work, but now... It doesnt feel honoring to God to keep slaving away to the world. Regarding my debt, nothing crazy & I suppose I could drop all unnecessary burdens (home and car). Although I will fight longer before I give in to losing what I have. I have a lot of stock ready to sell & just sitting in an account... I could technically live off that for a few years, comfortably. Idk.. Anyway, I am at my end guys. I cannot take the mask/vaxx shit any longer. Im done with the corrupt CDC, done with the world and the wackiness of mainstream society. The people are sick, these normies are lost & I am finished with the games.
I thought I would retire here, I thought I would make this my career for life. In my 30s and now I am having to hit the reset button because Im done with all this garbage. We'll see how much longer I can last without a verbal explosion, but eventually my tongue will slip & I'll be gone. I dont even know if I have the heart to forge documentation. What better does that make me? Feels similar to Peter denying Jesus while under duress... Doesnt seem right.
Anyway guys. Im just ranting at this point. Any encouragement you can send. Thank you.
You aren't alone. There are many of us in similar situations. I'll admit that my employer has not pushed nearly as hard as it sounds like yours has (living in TX helps), but it is exhausting. I also am sick and tired of working in the world system but I don't have the means to quit immediately and do something on my own. I'm thankful that this job, while boring and corporate owned, allows me to be the sole provider for my wife and young kids. I honestly believe we as believers were never meant to be enslaved by this world system (in the world but not of it) and that we're supposed to be entrepreneurs and work for ourselves. Maybe I'm wrong and it's just some of us, but over the past year, God is really showing this to me and I've been praying for some real direction in this. I pray you receive the direction you need for your life as well. I bless you in the name of Jesus, and I call you the head and not the tail, above and not beneath. Lord, please lead us to where You say we should be. I pray you hear and see His voice.