Morning/Afternoon folks,
I need all your prayers & encouragement today. Work is doing some ultra-commie shit & I am hanging on by a thread. Ready to bounce & move on. I need the job because like a majority of folks... I am enslaved via some debt: mortgage, car payment, young children, family responsibility, etc. I used to receive fullfillment in my work, but now... It doesnt feel honoring to God to keep slaving away to the world. Regarding my debt, nothing crazy & I suppose I could drop all unnecessary burdens (home and car). Although I will fight longer before I give in to losing what I have. I have a lot of stock ready to sell & just sitting in an account... I could technically live off that for a few years, comfortably. Idk.. Anyway, I am at my end guys. I cannot take the mask/vaxx shit any longer. Im done with the corrupt CDC, done with the world and the wackiness of mainstream society. The people are sick, these normies are lost & I am finished with the games.
I thought I would retire here, I thought I would make this my career for life. In my 30s and now I am having to hit the reset button because Im done with all this garbage. We'll see how much longer I can last without a verbal explosion, but eventually my tongue will slip & I'll be gone. I dont even know if I have the heart to forge documentation. What better does that make me? Feels similar to Peter denying Jesus while under duress... Doesnt seem right.
Anyway guys. Im just ranting at this point. Any encouragement you can send. Thank you.
Its a tough time. But oh boy when I magnify God instead of the stress, anguish and frustrations, I get the right perspective again. And believe me I get caught thinking about things in down moments. Im just saying that literally God has never failed once to fill me with hope when I refocus on Him and thank Him for all Hes done. NOt one time have I been disappointed when shifted my gaze from circumstances to Jesus. And believe me, Ive had some circumstances that were impossible. You are HIs workmanship and He will complete it. Growing in the knowledge of 1) who we are in Christ and 2) what the fear of the Lord is, what it really is are 2 of the most empowering things a Christian can do. Its much bigger than can be described in text. And nothing is a cure for sorrow of very real circumstances we face than focusing on what God has done.
I encourage you in this-read HEBREWS 2:10-18 it is beautiful. Mediate on it there is more on that than you know. I have a heart next to v11 and I think about it a lot. And ps 37 is a quick perspective giver. GOD BLESS YOU