The hard part for me was to realize there is a God, and a Savior in Jesus Christ... but that doesn't always equate to what "religions" say and do. If you think of it from a perspective of the relationship you have with God, in your own mind and your life apart from other humans, you will see there is a God that is infallible, but humans create this fallible mentality because we will always try to relate to God as if he was human.

Once I was able to separate religion from a direct relationship with Christ, it felt as if that veil was lifted, I could see through the bs of pastors trying to build themselves up and churches making rules and laws and traditions that go against what the Holy Bible says.

I hope you get there! Good luck in your journey! Just always be honest with yourself and the true God will show Himself to you.