Well said, my friend. An open mind and heart are among my greatest virtues to maintain. Within those virtues I find creedence to all forms in which "Christ" manifests himself. I try not to be angry because we are all in different places along our own spiritual path and if there is a higher power this is what they intended. Presumably whatever you are experiencing is what you need to grow into the next plane of existence, and no matter what you believe; I wish you well along that path