Firstly, congrats on your precious bundle of joy! Being awake and having a newborn can be an emotional rollercoaster. I was vaccine hesitant when I had my son 2 years ago. And I just kept telling the doctor I wanted to wait to vaccinate. In the meantime, I found a community of ex vaxxers on Twitter where I discovered many injury stories as well as the Children’s Health Defense. I learned a lot from Del Bigtree and Robert F Kennedy Jr.

Vaccines just seemed to risky to me. Some people may be fine, but there’s no studies on long term risks either. And with all of these autoimmune disorders and so many cancers, gut flora problems, who knows exactly what is causing it all. It could be vaccines, it could be the junk processed foods we eat, or a combination of both. For me? Fear of SIDS kept me from vaccinating.

Here’s a few links I bookmarked to get you started on research.

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1DD9uH_LkbqJssArd9vsDiatjs0PsVhY7/view

https://nationalvanguard.org/2020/12/ten-year-study-unvaccinated-children-far-healthier-than-their-vaccinated-peers/

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3170075/

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1DD9uH_LkbqJssArd9vsDiatjs0PsVhY7/view

Not to mention, the use of aborted fetal cells. Not sure your feelings on abortion or religious beliefs, but that was a major deal for me. Not mention, these cells come from male or female. Which could explain this strange gender dysphoria phenomenon happening right now. https://drive.google.com/file/d/1DD9uH_LkbqJssArd9vsDiatjs0PsVhY7/view

If you choose to vaccinate and don’t want aborted fetal cells in your vaccine, ask for the vaccine insert with the ingredients. This doc explains which ingredients are actually aborted fetal cells. https://www.cga.ct.gov/2020/phdata/tmy/2020HB-05044-R000219-Wrinn%2015,%20Chris-TMY.PDF

Good luck! Hopefully you have a supportive partner as well!