Bro relax and take a deep breath. Just think about what that would do to your family. They all seem to have made it through the injection and I would say so far that's the biggest hurdle. You need to be strong for them no matter what. I can't remember what doctor it was but they were talking about some medicine that could reverse the effects. This is all very recent and new. We don't even know for sure whats going to happen in the future, could be nothing. Keep your head up.