Good morning Peres!
I haven’t been on here in awhile but I’m personally in a desperate situation and I know there are a number of believers here so.
I’ve asked a few other places online as well as everyone I know that is a believer in person and I want to ask here as well.
Straight up my finacé is addicted to meth. I’ve known for a while now but she just admitted it to me a few weeks back. I’ve been angry and bitter and sad and every other emotion imaginable. She is a believer and I have seen her weep and pray and beg God to help her.
I was thinking of cutting her out of my life completely but after serious prayer time I do not think the Lord wants me to do that.
This addiction is destroying her life, causing immeasurable pain for her daughter and selfishly crushing my heart as well.
I’d ask for prayer for her, prayer for the people she gets her drugs from, prayer for her daughter who she hasn’t seen in weeks on end now and prayer for myself that my anger doesn’t overtake me and I remain faithful to trust God in this very difficult time instead of taking matters into my own hands.
Thank you for reading. Believer or not. Thank you.
Stay strong Pede’s! May the Lord guide and keep each of us.
As an ex-meth addict I know this struggle. It runs deep and you do things and act in ways that are completely against who you are. That drug pulls a veil over you inch by inch. After about 6 years I woke up to who I had become and truly asked myself if this was the father my kids deserved or the role model I wanted to be for them. It was a hard addiction to break. I'd say two years before the random Jones left,even after a decade I will still catch a chemical smell from time to time that makes my heart race and gives a flash of that Jones again. Keep in mind that this drug will change her and no amount of pushing from you will truly get in, only when she has her moment of self realization will the healing really begin. There will be depression and self loathing just remind her that this is not who she is just things she did while being controlled by that the addiction. it does control you. Truly hope she comes through it soon and things work out for all three of you. Your family will be in our prayers for sure.
Stay safe n love life