I'm not Christian and was an atheist for most of my life (born in a non-religious country). However, when you start looking at the fringes of reality, it gets weird.

Quantum mechanics basically tells us we're in an artificial space constructed to be experienced by consciousness and science has got good enough to where we can see the game engine with all its limits and glitches.

In the past few decades scientists have started looking more seriously into subjects like near death experiences and confirmed cases of reincarnation and come up with some pretty interesting evidence.

Neurologists and cognitive scientists have started constructing theories that the brain is a receiver, not a generator of consciousness, because a century of research into the latter has made little progress.

There's also the UFO phenomenon with strange objects flying around our skies, seemingly ignoring all known laws of physics and even manipulating witnesses' consciousness. Researchers like Jacques Vallee have proposed that's it's actually an extradimensional intelligence that's been toying with us for thousands of years to make us question our reality.

It's also clear this world is being ruled by an evil not of human origin. It's like we're purposefully being abused by some higher force so life is always a struggle.

There's a lot of strange stuff going on and dumb particles doing their thing doesn't quite convince me anymore, so I wouldn't be surprised if this was all a big game created by some vast underlying intelligence trying to understand itself through our experiences.